I wanna be someones sweetheart so badly
I want someone to keep a picture of me in their wallet
To pull out for a kiss when their heart is aching
Or their mind is in need of reassurance
To show off proudly to other women and his brood of boys
I want him to be so in tune with his masculinity that it welcomes and embraces my feminine
Allowing him to indulge in my softness and suppleness
Allowing me to fall deeply into his strength and reassurance
Man, I want a lover so desperately
A confidant
To be one in return
Someone who will slip their fingers into mine and grip me while fucking
And then pull me into a lull of seductive safety and intimacy
Until I’m delirious
I want a man to teach my son how to become one
Who shows him through his actions the love he brazenly holds for me
In hopes that he’ll learn to love someone of his own in the same ways
To be proud of instilling a character of such selflessness
I want safe and reassuring love
A love that I don’t have to compete for
A love that only belongs to me
I suppose I can keep dreaming.
an invitation to witness the most sacred parts of me 